why I hvae been very quiet

Sorry to have taken so long lots has happened.
Colin and I have celebrated 21 years of marriage.
Still love my new job have opened the store a few times now.
Boys are finding the later years at school harder then they thought.
My mum who was flying to the USA in September has just been informed that she failed the Qantas plane test so she may die in flight should she fly she is very upset with only four weeks to go.
The boys competed in the City to Surf maybe next year we will do it as a family.

On a sadder note the main reason I have been quiet is that I had a miscarriage.
I found out I was pregnant on August 7 very shocked but excited. It went over well with my family and dh's. The boys were happy.
But at my first ultrasound they couldn't find a heartbeat and when more blood was taken they said it had stopped growing. It was seven weeks and one day old at the time.
It had been conceived around our wedding anniversary so it would have been the gift that keeps on giving.
So I a curette on the 13th of August.
We had never lost a baby before it always had been I was pregnant so it was the biggest shock to us. We have learnt some lessons from the experience don't tell anyone until everything is right as its really hard to face telling them you that you lost it.
We may try again this one was a surprise and a pleasant one but my age is against us being almost 41. And do I really want to go back to it?
I am just finishing all the school stuff with my children I would have to start from the beginning again.
Other then that life is fine.
The experience has bought Colin and I closer then ever together (if that's possible as we are already joined at the hip).
Bye for now